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| IM GOING HOME TOMORROW!!! WHOOOOO!!! | | |
| Tomorrow and Friday..that is all I have to get through. 3 classes, a paper, and a debate. I want to shoot myself. Thanksgiving break should be a surprise so that all of us aren't just sitting here counting down the hours before we can get home. My mom thinks I am skipping all of my classes because of how I have been feeling, not true, I skipped my classes when I still felt great. Thanks for caring though, and thanks for the 8:30 wake-up call, I slept til noon today anyway. Marty is being a huge butt the last 24 hours but, I won't get into that. I'm not mad at him just, ugh, frustrated. I ate lunch, now my stomach hurts a lot, I think I am gonna lie down and maybe shower sometime.
Ha, so I did lay down, and fell asleep, for a few hours, I am such a hoosier. No shower though..even worse. Sorry I didn't call you back before you went to work, when you asked if I was going to take a nap, I wasn't, but then the word sounded so good I just passed right now. Elaboration of why you are a butt..cuz last night you made me very very upset with the whole Christmas conversation and such, and then today you were too busy to talk to me at school. It was understandable, that's why I'm not mad. I just want to be home with you, right now. I want some dill pickle flavored chips, I am gonna hit up the vending machine..lata! | | |
| I hate being here. I miss my house, and my bed, and my parents, and Marty. As soon as I got back the puking went on full force. I had a great weekend being home but, I felt so horrible the whole time. I didn't really do anything but lay around..ugh. I wanted to go visit Tristin but I just felt like death every time I thought abou doing anything. Now I have 3 more days 'til Thanksgiving break and I feel like it's a lifetime away. I am just in a really bummed out, stressed out, mood right now. I am too blah to even write everything I am thinking, so, I'm not going to, I am just going to lay down and go to bed I think. | | |
| I hate feeling like shit. I decided I might just wait until Tuesday to go back to school, I don't have any classes that I HAVE to be at until 1. I just really don't want to go back. The 3 weeks between Thanksgiving and Christmas break are going to kill me. At least I don't have a lot of my classes that last week of finals, and only two finals that week. But I have a paper I NEED to be doing right now, I started, and that was the hardest part, but, ew, I just feel so shitty I don't want to do it. Damn GPA mattering in college, I could just blow this shit off and get C's in high school and not care one bit. I miss high school. In baby news, my parents told my grandpa and my aunt Connie today, grandma wasn't there, but I am sure she knows by now, and the fact that she hasn't called is strange. I don't know if it is good or bad. But, so far everyone has taken it really well on my side and been accepting if not supportive. Marty still hasn't talked to his dad since he told him, but he hasn't seen him really either so, I don't know how it will be when he does. I hope things are better by Thanksgiving. Me and my mom are having some fun hanging out while Marty is at work and Dad is in Chicago, so I'll post more later. Byeeee!! | | |
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